What the Bleep, Take 2
After watching What the #$*! Do We (K)now!? for the first time, i wanted to write something, only i couldn’t bring my self to write anything else but WOW…
Seeing it for the second time, it’s still WOW but with some focused on a few points, the first of which is fear.
Since it describes so good, the way that i think, taking it farther and deeper then i can with my tools/knowledge, i cant help but asking my self what am i going to do with all that knowledge?! Having said that this is the way i think, the movie shouldn’t come as a News flush, and it doesn’t. It’s just enforces all i was thinking about, giving it a name. Analyzing my actions i come to the conclusion that it’s fear that prevents me from taking a different direction in the my way of thinking, priorities or anything else that sets the tone in my life.
… And now that i face the problem, i should be half way to solving it…. hmm, am i?
Am not sure…., and a big part of it is that i am in a comfort zone. I have a n enjoyable job that pays well, a family i love and want to keep safe(according to my perception of safety that influenced by the society i live in) and i have my own and family’s health(guess that one should have bean first!).
I am too comfortable to be in a state of mind of “I must change my life”. I am sure that once one of the “comfort zone” building block starts weakening (not to mention crushing) i will get closer to that state of mind. Now, this an absurd way of thinking and applying the following equation:
if( i believe BLEEP is==right && BLEEP == dooms day solution )
Something i should do now = BLEEP!!!!!!
I shouldn’t wait for anything bad to happened to me, i am better off doing it from my comfort zone. Only question is can i do it from here? or better yet- what will i need to change in my way of life (this is the point fear is ringing his bell). Some of what i may need to change, is thing i have learned to think i can’t do without.
Starting this post i wrote this (thinking out load) :
…thinking 2 sentences ahead i get to dead-end…
I decided not to go that way. Writing it would give me no chance of exploring other more progressive options.
It may not look as if i am in a different place then writing it to begin with, only it sure doesn’t feel like i am at a dead-end. I may not have a solutions but i think having more questions of how to get there, is better then giving up, and sitting around waiting for the my nightmares to come true.
Reflecting on what i got from the movie, it comes down to “What the BLEEP! do we (k)now?!”.
See the move!
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